It slid in from the flank on my brain Took it's fucking time, developed calibrated by the phase I become, became insane, in a haze, fucking downward spiral to my grave is my fate So, takeover complete, infiltrate, your only sanctuary Grit and bear my teeth, you, fight not to consume me I live inside your mind, you're a villain He's the demon on your ceiling fucking slinking through your thinking I'm feeling a pressure inside my brain, my professor I think my life is just a lecture, my inner demon form is lesser Hollow thought conjecture, fucking hoping I'll impress you Never be what I see, these voices scream in threes, burning trees when I breathe Alduin I was conceived, burning tree until I R.I.P, rest in peace to me Depressed beast thing, depressed dreams How long must I wait Duality separates and dictates our fate Or is this world mine to create Living life with the dragons My pattern is spastic when I feel hella tragic Laying in bed feeling bat shit erratic When I fall asleep I hope it fucking end up my casket Dark and demented, sick is cemented inside this vision So fuck religion, killing niggas after church confession Man made in his image, praying for gods forgiveness All I see are goners wearing a cream for fucking blemishes Images, of death inside this motherfucking membership Interested, here's a magazine I hope you finish it I'll come back in a week if you're into it I started this ritual, you continue it Shun them to appease your god, live with it Your ignorance is limitless Choose him over kinship, time and again Now I'm hanging with friends, I don't need my fam They would feed me to a lion if he told them to Bottom of the totem with Jehovah, who God, who influenced you, taught you all these things I never showed to you Who the fuck emboldened you You're not the child that I thought I knew Well here I am and now you're really in the fucking truth How long must I wait Duality separates and dictates our fate Or is this world mine to create Living life with the dragons My pattern is spastic when I feel hella tragic Laying in bed feeling bat shit erratic When I fall asleep I hope it fucking end up my casket

always kept to myself, fam never listened friends are like cracked out girls in the kitchen kissing couldn't ever pay attention, fell in love at 15, never thought to mention life wasn't going as planned, so put a blunt in my hand, and breathe it in, fucking over again just to drown my sorrow, to bury all the feelings that I'll dig up tomorrow I had fresh lungs but this cancerous feeling had me fighting for air, scared like I've never been scared, tripping balls in a chair, I was in the same world but I had never been there life had never been fair, so I just wanted to die, thats why I never gave a fuck, popping dextro in nines realistically the tapestry had never been mine, I thought I'd end it in time I am alive, living for the lie, you can't believe in what you see Grand delusions magnified, In my eyes I see the light of my own hell shining bright Them pearly gates are never fucking mine (x2) And when I woke up my first thought was you looking so immaculate, struggle just to fathom it, the factor that was tragic is the realness of attatchment, and I'm a push over so, the emotional roller, coasting without any slow I'm in love with your eyes, medusa mesmerized until im frozen in stone But I'm older, I thought I could get over, Childish desire I can't shoulder I'm not afraid to make a difference , my ego has an index, when you reference leave imprint a vision only seen but never finished, I hope you fucking hear this Heiress to the throne with no incentive, your body cold and putrid Brain waves, insane telekentic juking, all over the lane, hitting 80 to the future I hope I never suit you, let me introduce your mouth to a nice dick named suture I am alive, living for the lie, you can't believe in what you see Grand delusions magnified, In my eyes I see the light of my own hell shining bright Them pearly gates are never fucking mine (x2)